Gospel Reading:
John 1:6–8, 19–28
6There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. 7He came as a witness to testify to the light, so that all might believe through him. 8He himself was not the light, but he came to testify to the light.…19This is the testimony given by John when the Jews sent priests and Levites from Jerusalem to ask him, “Who are you?” 20He confessed and did not deny it, but confessed, “I am not the Messiah.” 21And they asked him, “What then? Are you Elijah?” He said, “I am not.” “Are you the prophet?” He answered, “No.” 22Then they said to him, “Who are you? Let us have an answer for those who sent us. What do you say about yourself?” 23He said, “I am the voice of one crying out in the wilderness, ‘Make straight the way of the Lord,’ “as the prophet Isaiah said. 24Now they had been sent from the Pharisees. 25They asked him, “Why then are you baptizing if you are neither the Messiah, nor Elijah, nor the prophet?” 26John answered them, “I baptize with water. Among you stands one whom you do not know, 27the one who is coming after me; I am not worthy to untie the thong of his sandal.” 28This took place in Bethany across the Jordan where John was baptizing.
Reflection by David Morrison
The gospel of John, after opening with the hymn of the cosmic Christ, introduces a figure who appears in the context of the political powers of oppression over the Jewish people. It’s in this very real, and vulnerable time in which John “the voice” appears in the middle of nowhere-the Judean desert. He puts off all queries as to who he is, and only settles on “a voice in the wilderness.” He was a strange figure in his original context and he’s even stranger now in our American consumer Christmas landscape. Do we dare let a wild animal in our homes? Do we dare listen to a wild voice crying out in the desert of our souls? He’s out of place in the popular conception of Christmas, much like the children martyrs that Herod murdered. These unpleasant realities don’t mix well with happy jingles and shiny tinsel. David Bartlett writes: “Maybe John becomes a symbol of those of us who stand slightly at the margins every Advent and Christmastide, knowing that something big is about to happen but not quite knowing how to be part of the party.¹
The “voice in the wilderness,” in the interior sense, is that voice of our own soul or perhaps the Holy Spirit (probably in tandem or unison), that sings us toward healing and wholeness (salvation). It’s the last voice we listen to and sometimes we actively avoid it because we are avoiding ourselves in our pain, shame, and traumas. We need the grace of courage to listen to it and begin to follow it—though it’s a wild song. The religious leaders wanted an identity or category to which to fix John. I’m no different. I sometimes think of John as the archetype of “hermit,” and other times, as the “holy fool.” He was born in the royalty of the temple industrial complex with all its social, religious, and consumer advantages, yet at some point, he rejected it all and went for the desert. And so there’s a foolishness or a comedic element in following the vision of the gospel. So in that spirit, it reminds me of the famous song, “Rainbow Connection.” Paul Williams wrote it specifically for Kermit the Frog. One verse speaks to me of the “voice in the desert”: “Have you been half-asleep? / And have you heard voices? / I’ve heard them calling my name / Is this the sweet song that calls the young sailors? / The voice might be one and the same. / I’ve heard it too many times to ignore it / It’s something I’m supposed to be…”² Sometimes the words of the prophets are sung in mouths of Muppets. It truly is a voice that’s heard from the margins and thin places within the heart.
John was sent as a “witness to the light.” This has a specific implication for John’s life and ministry, but what does it mean for us today? What are we to witness and give testimony? John’s gospel opens with a Greek reference to the “Logos” (In the beginning was the Word”) and the gnostic dualistic philosophy of “light vs. darkness” in order to present a Christ that transcends this by demonstrating the divine completely and authentically embodying humanity (incarnation). The Christ presented in John also transcends the first century, Jewish messianic expectation as well by demonstrating the path of surrender, healing, and emptying (kenosis) that Christ takes instead of militarism, nationalism, and political and social dominance. How do we engage this process of giving “witness” to the light? I would speculate we begin from within and “bear witness” to the indwelling Christ. Most of the time, it would seem that spiritual/religious and even therapeutic/self-care paths really only offer techniques and self-delusions to avoid ourselves. These may be helpful for a temporary time in offering distraction and brief emotional pain relief, but they do not lead us to become, like John, “witnesses of the light.” The gospel invites us to sit in the depths and dark of our traumas and vulnerability. In this process (incarnation), we encounter the light of our belovedness which is untouched and untouchable. It is absolute gift and not earned. It is eternal, and not attached at all to any of our life’s achievements or failures. It has nothing to do with our own moral excellence or defeat. When we encounter this inner life of love, we begin to witness it everywhere around us.
Prayer:
Prayer while lighting the third candle each evening:
Speak the Eternal Word into our souls:
Let it sound as the voice in the wilderness of the world.
Let us be witness to the Light of Love.
- David L. Bartlett, from Feasting on the Word: Year B, Volume 1: Advent through Transfiguration (Feasting on the Word: Year B volume) (pp. 201-202).
- Paul Williams, “Rainbow Connection,” released 1979.